i got fired yesterday

I'm not even upset. 

Mostly relieved. 

But blind-sighted. 

They made some absurd accusations. 

I don't think they even believed them. 

I think they just wanted an excuse. 

Because the accusations were that absurd. 

I don't think they even expected me to believe that they believed them.  

But let them have their narrative. 

I love the hospitality industry. 

I have worked at hotels for about five years collectively. 

I love the work. 

And I used to love this particular location. 

But about four months ago, management changed. 

A lot of people that made the job enjoyable left. 

And after giving a lot to this job,

and being told subtly that I was in consideration for a management position, 

then being told that the job wasn't being opened up,

to then seeing an ad for the position on Craigslist.

It was no longer a place I gave myself to. 

It was a place I showed up, did the work, and got paid. 

The connection was severed. 

I was doing the bare minimum.

I admit it. 

So. 

I'm not upset. 

I'm upset at the accusations that are blatant lies. 

But I'm doing okay right now. 

The past few months have been a whirlwind. 

They have been heavy, and busy, and fulfilling, and exhausting. 

I will write about it all another time. 

I am going to do an October challenge. 

I'm making one up. 

Probably focusing on digital art. 

I have a drawing pad that needs dusting off. 

I'm grateful for a lot right now. 

I'm lonely too. 

The good and the bad in life aren't felt at separate times. 

It's all happening at the same time. 

 I'm happy to feel it. 

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I'll be around. 

There's more to say. 

My youtube is changing. 

More on that another time. 

Thanks for being around. 

 

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